In Honor of My Beloved Mother Nancy

Today September 3rd marks the one year anniversary of my Beloved Mother Nancy's transition back into her light body.  At times it is hard to realize and accept that I will never again see her in the physical body that I had grown attached to since I was a child.  I can feel her presence in an energetic way, but it is not the same of being able to look into her eyes, give her a hug or a kiss on the forehead. A friend of mine saw her psychically standing (or floating) behind me often, praying with a rosary to help me on my journey, which I am so grateful to her for the eternal love and devotion she is sending to me. Since she has…

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Being Molested Takes Your Power Away

Being molested takes your power away from you, sometimes for most of your life.  I must say, that I wasn't planning on writing about this as I like to stay in the present moment, but I had a brief dream that woke me up around 3 am in the morning.  In this dream, someone asked me to share my experiences of being molested at some sort of event, saying that it would help others to heal.  Then I woke up and started to write this down in my journal of dreams and as I was going back to bed, I experienced a huge amount of energy (light) pouring on top of my head.  So, I intuitively knew I was being guided to share about being molested as…

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A Mother’s Love

A mother's love is the pureness of the feminine energy that we all have within ourselves.  Today is Mother's Day and I am celebrating and honoring the feminine energy that lies within all humans, Mothers and Mother Earth herself.  I personally am including my own beloved Mother Nancy who is now the expansiveness of light and who showed me such pureness of love the last years of her physical life.  In addition, I would like to include Arlen who just passed away a couple of weeks ago who had lost her daughter, my friend, Terra last year - both kind and gentle souls who displayed the pureness of feminine love. It is the feminine energy that is the pure love of being unconditional, flexible and fluid like…

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Old Comfort Falling Away

Til my Beloved Mother Nancy's passing happening on September 3rd, I did not realize how much comfort she brought to me.  The reason why I did not realize how much comfort she brought to me was because I grew up being her parent (my sisters too), giving her lots of comfort and reassurance that she was loved.  Her need kept me from becoming my own individual self, I felt like my purpose in life was to make her happy. I did have a break for 20 years where my beloved sisters looked after her while I was living in California.  Then when I was living in Sedona, somewhat being newly spiritually awakened, my mother almost died in New Jersey.  Because it was getting to be too much…

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